This month has been something else. First of all, I didn't take the time out to plan the month in advance like I normally do. That epic failure sent my month into a whirl spin. I know that sounds drastic, but if you know me, you know my calendar. I am not being all that I can be without my calendar.
So I've been attempting to navigate through the month thus far. It's only 13 days into October and I'm still confused about what's going on this month. I did take the time to write out my plans on a piece of paper. And since it's not in my google calendar, it technically does not exist *sad face*.
I've been managing. Mercury is in retrograde. One of my longtime friends passed away suddenly Saturday. I'm still both numb and shaken up behind that.
My life just seems really sporadic right now and I don't like it. I've been overly emotional, overly sensitive, angry, dehydrated, less motivated, and a host of other things that are not serving my purpose.
Right now, I'm just venting. Even with a plan in front of me, October continues to catch me off guard.
I'm Ellen Gee. When I'm honest, we learn things. When I'm not, we learn things too.
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