I don't trust most people. Hold up, let me clarify that. I don't trust most people to do the right and smart thing that benefits the whole. Ok. That's better. I somewhat trust people to be who they are. The reason I say somewhat is because a lot of us change depending on circumstance and opportunity. So with that being said, I guess I should trust people to be fluid and changing. *shrugs*
I must, however, learn to trust the process. Knowing how to do that in response to ANY situation relaxes me and allows me to be my "self". Trusting the process, for me, means knowing that everything will work out for the best regardless of what the "current" situation looks like. I don't have to do much. Sometimes just showing up is enough. Other times I have to act, but I do that from a place of peace and love and not fear. Being able to trust the process is a blessing.
She told that forgiveness will help to relieve me of the burden of anger and irritation. Forgive everyone and everything she said. Live in the moment because it's the only one that matters. Give myself permission to let go of things and feelings and memories that no longer serve me. That's what freedom looks like.
I used to plan "down time" on my calendar. Part of being Ellen Gee is being able to make decisions about what I will and won't do and when I can and can not do things. I've been telling myself that the "grind ain't gonna grind itself"....meaning, if I don't get out and put in work, I can't be made if I don't get the success results I'm looking for. What I was reminded about yesterday though is that I can't be ANYTHING to ANYONE without properly caring for myself. The world won't shift on its axis if I'm missing in action for a moment. When I allow myself the opportunity to retreat to replenish my energy, when I carve out time to do nothing but BE, when I enjoy myself and my life, I'm better equipped to handle being Ellen Gee in the world. I can show up fully with love.
I accept the good GRACIOUSLY into my life. All of my needs are met abundantly now and always
Note to self: Listen to your angels when they speak to you and trust that they guide you where you want and need to be.
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